pace getting quicker through the noise. enjoying it all. vibrant in every color. growing more confident in the exciting moments yet to come. all of a sudden im 20. in the mountains on molly. living in the city i always romanticized. best friends by my side. able to be myself fluently. not an afterthought in expression, completely authentic. anxiety tamed. faces fit with names all i am grateful to see. smoking weed not having dreams but being awake is all the same spontaneity. my fixed mind is growing. even in the harsh moments my perspective is getting bigger. so many thoughts to venture. although i would rather be where i am.
august 30th, 2022